Wednesday, September 16, 2009
who knows not what is inspiring me to blog at this...hour (1:16 AM) but just wanted to type stuff out. i guess.and i love Fo (antm) in this picture above ha ha so cute. k serious fact, i am getting overwhelmed by things now, they're like tearing me apart (fine not that serious) but actually it is. it is and it's not. it is. i need a lot a lot a lot a lot of strength.i get distracted very (impressing on the word very) easily. i came home just now, intending to sit down and study, just study hard you know, well i DID for a while... but the computer proved too attractive, i thought okay maybe i could take a break, type something out, notes?? and then BOOMZ from there it seemed so smooth, so second nature, the usual oh-so-familiar way to move the mouse, the calculated effort needed to raise my wrists onto the keyboard, the buttons i should (God forbids) click. okay i fell into a deep black hole. and youtube and antm and miss universe haha don't laugh at me i don't remember how i even clicked it. anw australia and kosovo are really gorgeousswill you stab my face promos are in a gracious 7 days BOOMZ. but at this present moment do i not have a sense of time/urgency/realisation??? wow what am i heading for man. BUT screwed as i already am, tomorrow will be a...better day. hahahaha. no no i honestly believe so.i'm going to stay back in school and slog my guts out with cg peoplez ;)then i'm listening to 'Still' on repeat for the hundredth time still lovin' it still feeling Him.i am so tired everyday i feel i cannot get through this :(i need to go for more morning worships cuz it'll make my day.going to sleep now"Even youths grow tired and weary,
and young men stumble and fall;
but those who hope in the Lord will renew their strength.
They will soar on wings like eagles;
they will run and not grow weary,
they will walk and not be faint."
-Isaiah 40:30-31
